i dont konw y...

lately, i dun know y im being like this...
i dun know y... i ask my fren about myself n they dun know what happen to me..
i dun know y... i ask again to my little brother n he also dun know..
i dun know y... i ask my grandma for the last time bout me n im surprise she also dun know..

what im suppose to do???
confuse... so confuse..hmmmm
who i am?? who i am?? i ask myself again n again but no answer..
y?y?y?...!!!

plz... anyone,anybody tell me who i am actually, y im like this.. y im acting strangely... y?Y?...hmmmm

i dun know y... y my heart bit so fast as usual.. even im sick my heart does not bit so fast like that.. y?
i dun know y... y im not happy as usual n im not feel that it was me.. me isnt me! my body is me but my soul shows it is not me.. y?Y? is it someone has stole my soul from me? if that case y that person do like that? y?y?

plzzz... mom,dad,teacher,doc or anyone help me.. answer my Q..
give me an answer!! i want to know who i am..

i dun know y... y im always be sad... even that is small matter.. i will think it until my brain like a bomb that hav 1 sec to burst..if it happen i will in badmood.. n im kind of touching, sensitive person lately.. y im like this?? Y?y?

i dun know y... y i always dreaming that person.. y?Y? he always in my dream every night.. he in MY DREAM with someone else.. i feel sad bout that but to me it is normal coz that was dream only.. not reality..

what im shock is when im waked up,my eyes being red n swelling like im cry non stop that night.. every morning like that.. y?y?

y im crying? y im dream bout him? y i act strangely? y i like person that feel lonely every single sec? y i feel like im not myself anymore? y i always in badmood? y im feel empty? y?Y?????

is it im sick? but i dont feel that im sick...
hmmm... i dun know y...
i dun know y...
i keep asking n asking myself this Q.. y?y?y?y?y?y?y?????
but i still dont get the answer n what i've got is headache n fever..

i dun know y..............!!!

~~T.T~~